I have locked my soul up

Yes you did not read wrongly...
I will not be weak anymore...
I will not appear weak anymore...

I'm a MCP remember?
And a happy-go-lucky person if I din remember wrongly...

Put your hands tgt and welcome Clarence of 2002...
for he is back again...

直接

是我说话太直接了吗？

每个成功男人的背后，都有一个能够让他依靠的女人。。。

这是我的推断，也是为什么我叫你要信任他，扶持他。。。

我想对他而言，他可能忙到不知所以然。。。
会忽略了你。。。

我很看好你们，给彼此一些时间， 欲速则不达嘛。。。
我明白你心中的慌， 你的急。。。
但我怕任何不慎重的举动将会帮倒忙。。。

继续为他祷告吧。。。会有用的。。。 =）

Thanks

Thanks you, matthew's mum...
Thanks for helping to borrow a laptop charger for the time being...
Buy you something from Aust k? haha....

Stress

Laptop unusable -> schoolwork stress... how to go lecture w/o lecture notes...
Australia trip -> Finances getting tighter and tighter with each day...
Healing -> Jesus you are my savior, heal my wounds heal my heart and heal my spirit...

'Really there's no hope?'