A New Year Ahead

Hahaha...
Cheer up boy...
2007 will be a better year for you...

Strive hard for what you want to achieve...
Dun worry about what others say...
Dun be distracted...

You will train up in 2007...
You will cheer up...
You will grow stronger in faith...
For you stand on a solid rock, a strong foundation...
There's no need to fear for you've found a fortress...
Seek comfort in Him; Seek company in Him...

What a bright 2007 ahead!!

cool

More disappointed than sad...

Sigh... not within my control actually...

But just felt all the hopes and the excitment...

I'll just go for overnight prayer meet bah...

Sorry guys...

I bite...

New Life

Not much "Life" actually...
Being broke and penniless can't have much life...
Ahahaha

Was training up my Maple character in Delphinus...
Target was to reach lvl 30 before 3 Jan so that I can get the Delphinus Bandana...
Now lvl 22 le...
Well... Life's better with a target isn't it...?
Better than lazing around doing nothing...

The house is cleaned up prior to the countdown...
Disappointed with the numbers...
But I'm still glad that they gave in to me...
At least I dun have to worry about can't get a bus home because my Ez-Link is empty...
Ahahaha
Not funny....

Today supposed to go to East Coast Park for fellowship...
Didn't want to go...
Even though the sea is my favorite place...
Just...
Didn't feel like stepping out of the house...
Feeling lethargic...

Practised on my guitar...
trying to get back all my calluses..
pain...

Dinner about to be served....

New Look

Cyberia Camp 06/07 has taught me a lot of things regarding photoshop, flash and dreamweaver

Haha...
Though the skin is not very nice but I'm still improving...
But the general idea is there...
And I'm still experimenting...

Anyway... countdown party at my place!
31st Dec, all 19th councillors and attachments (ie bfs and gfs) are warmly welcomed...

Since this is a new look everything starts afresh...

Yup hope ya guys will guide this new me...

Father!

Father Lord!
I cry out to you...
I feel so lost, so weary...
I want to draw strength from you...
I know I cannot do this on my own...
I know I need you o' Father...
Hear your child's cries, Father...
It's not so easy to be your light...
your light tt shines through the darkness...
I've barely started and I'm surrounded by darkness...
O' father....
I'm am assured of victory yet I'm afraid...
I'm wanna cling on to your solid rock...
Change me, mould me into your perfect plan for me....
I'm thoroughly reliant on you now... I really am....
Take my will, and let my life be wholly thine...

Mugging Season

'Tis the season to be mugging,
Falalalala lalalala~

'Tis the season to be studying,
Falalalala lalalala~

Studying by day, Mugging by night,
Falala, falala, falalalala~

'Tis the season to be mugging,
Falalalala lalalala~

Fragile! Be careful...

I dun mean to but I broke the vase...
If only everything could return to ....
just before I broke the vase...

I'm just bored...

我有一只小毛驴，
从来也不骑。
有一天我心血来潮，
骑着去赶集。
我手里拿着小驴鞭，
我心里真得意。
不知怎么哗啦啦啦啦，
我摔了一身泥。

Thank you

Thank you for the postcard and the encouragement!

These few days staying in hall might be have been exhaustive...
Late nights early mornings...
Dun think I wanna stay until exams which I originally wanted...
Guess home is still the best place...
I dunno but I think I would want to move into PGP with Boss and Big Boss nex sem..
Gotta beef up my monetary reserves...
Ahhaha

Getting ready for Practical Exam nex week have not made a significant progress...
If only I could be better in math and the algorithm...
Oh ya, I still haven't email my exam schedule to Junwei...
Win liao..
Hope he won't murder me..
ahahah... jkjk...

I feel like I'm talking to myself but I guess this way makes my thoughts organised...
Relieves some stress and hopefully can put some light into the questions I ponder...
Oh well...
Tts all for now...
ZzZzZzZz...

Why

Why am I doing so many things?
What is my motivation?
Why can I withstand all this?
Where does my heart belong?

Gosh... tough questions?
Luckily exams questions are going to be easier than these...
I hope...

This is a long post

1) Recently chatted and realised that this could be the last year. Next year's attedance could hit rock botttom, considering the fact that every year it's always the same group of people... Sigh... Yar, indeed the chances to meet up will be fewer but I hope we still meet up like for countdown's every day or something like that.

2) Was talking on the MRT. Raised some issues that I have not responded and I would like to respond here. Like I was saying when someone in the church has sinned and what I believe should be done is to let the person know that he/she has sinned... Not because we are any righteouness than he/she is but because there is a need to let the person know what his/her trespasses are so that he/she can confess his/her sin and repent! And I also believe there's a second part to it, because there is a need for restoration. Instead of ostracizing, we should instead share the love of Christ to this person and help him/her restore a close relationship with God through prayers or even little actions that show care and concern.


3)Thank you kaixiang for the second cake cutting... ahaha..
Sorry Gian couldn't make it for your party happy belated eh...

4)I'm slumping in school for this and probably the weeks before exams... Erm, travelling time wasn't the only time tt was cut short... Sleeping time too..
ahaha... My eyebags are becoming a permeanent feature on my face...

5)Oh I saw 张信哲's latest album on TV... It's nice I like the MTV <<做你的男人>>。。。
Haha...

6) Did I mention I was going for a Cyberia Camp? It's a 3 day 2 nights workshop-cum-camp, staying in either temasek or raffles and be certfied for Photoshop, Flash and Dreamweaver... ahaha... too bad it's after Chalet...

Evidence Destroyed~

Wow, my lecturer was quick to destroy evidence of a poorly set paper... (My conjecture)
After all, he claims that ALL the mid term papers are destroyed...
oh well... Just my luck to have him as my lecturer...

Incentives

I just signed up for a camp that will certify me to be proficient in flash, dreamweaver, and photoshop...

Ya, I know I've been to a photoshop workshop before...
But I hope this one would bring me deeper...
And I realise I'm those kind with low creativity one...
So I rather pump up my technical skills so that partner with someone with better creativity for projects or even in work isn't it?
Besides I forsee that the certs might come in handy in 4 years time so...
Grabbing this opportunity might actually be good...

Ahaha...

Main point now:
Yet recently I lost the interest to blog...
I'm like staring at the create post page and I dunno what to do...
Staring at the templates page and dunno what to change...
Staring at my dreamweaver and I'm at a lost of what I want to create...
Staring at my photoshop and creative juices dun flow...
Staring at my flash and I do powerpoint level stuff( tts bad)...

Well... be quiet for quite some time bah...
Bored...

I dun understand

当一个伤口出现时。。。
往往都会马上用棉花去止血。。。
一旦伤口愈合，
棉花便拔不出来了。。。

九月九：重阳节

独在异乡为异客，
每逢佳节倍思亲；
遥知兄弟登高处，
遍插茱萸少一人

献给在外留学的每一个人。。。

The Moment

Went back home earlier than I had planned...
Sudddenly felt that the Lord had prompt me to talk to my Dad...
He was happy...
That I went...
Leaving for China at 3am tmr...
Some unsettled stuff there...
Anywayz that's not the main point...

I brought up the topic,
about my baptism...
And he didn't object...
All he said was:
二十一岁了，长大了。。。
You gotta make your own choice...
I'm not going to stop you...

That was all that I need...
Though he tried to dissuade me...
But somehow he knew I was determined...
And so we went on to talk about other things...

Baptism's 4th Nov at 3pm at East Coast...
Be inspired!

sleep

after a good nap in the library definitely works wonders...
solved the programming lab in my dreams!
hahaha...
stress

Viva la ViVo CiTy ( 怡丰城）

After lunch went to Vivo City...

Comments
1) Maybe because of the overwhelming crowd... The place's sanitary systems are overloaded...
Toilets are dirty and full of shit(literally)
2) There are pools on the roof top...
Kids were playing in them... Water clean or dirty dunno... might cause a widespread of waterborne diseases sia... somemore might have small and sharp objects in the shallow pool..
What were the designers thinking of...
3) It's a big and hard to maintain shopping mall... Potted plants were not yet set in place...
cigarette butts are stuck in between planks of wood... Lack of maps and directions...
4) The only cool thing is the deck like structure created on the outside of the shopping mall...

I like this feeling...
In the midst of people, I can feel this solitude...
In the midst of the noise, I can hear silence...
Everyone around me is their own... and I am I...

SeNtOsA!!

Yay...
finally went to my favorite place after so long...
With matt, ruqi and priscilla...

Oh...
No pics though haha...
Just swam and tanned...
cool!

Holidays

haha... looking forward to tmr...
but still hope to accomplish some studying...

my tooth still hurts...
gotta remember to make dental appointment...

Grace's party

Actually wasn't really entirely on Grace's party...
But anyway's just named it after her party can? haha


Thank you leh... for inviting us to your party... and I think we still make the most noise haha..(as usual)
Really funny cause when we stopped talking(finally...) to take photos the entire house went silent..
totally..
ahaha...

And Tang was like saying" 2 yrs ago we met up and we talk about Army. Now we meet up and we talk abt uni." Haha... but it's true and I believe it's a change that all of us have to adapt to and hence the desire to have someone with the same situation to have that 认同感... If you get what I mean...

After birthday went to Zac's place to play mj...
Haha... it's been a while since this combination appeared again...
Zac, Belle, Me, Jas...
Played 2 rounds till 6....
winnings were just enough to cover my supper...
haha..
good enough for me...

Rushed down for BS...
Then on the way back there was this japanese couple with 2 kids that were on the same bus...
They're very cute!
Just like those kind you see in japanese anime...
The wife very pretty and demure and a cute voice...
Then the husband also very gentle, loving and those kind of cartoon-like voice...
And then the kids were like very smart and cute too..
Hahaha...
Very cute就对了...

Complaining

I may be always complaining but deep in my heart...
Really deep deep down in my heart I'm happy...

Why?

I'm a simple man...
Finding my phone can make me happy...
Watching cartoons can make me happy...
Even just playing a game can make me happy...
Jokes can make me happy...
Having company can make me happy...
So does solitude...

Disappointments in life dun kill me...
They'll only make me strive even harder...
That is me...
Just like a cockroach...
打也打不死。。。

Dinner @ Holland V

Today's lab seemed much less challenging than the first one..
and this one could be handed in on Monday...
Which means I can research and check my answers...

After lab went to library to mug...
Crashed Linda's lecture @ Lt 9...
Haha... dunno why I was there also... haha...
but micro at 3000 level din seem alien at all...
Ahahah...
But still I prefer doing the lab report for physics...
Well...

Went to Holland V to eat dinner...
Couldn't decide at first...
Ended up in NYDC...
Tt's my second time to a NYDC restaurant..
haha...
Nice dinner...

Met Linda's good friend Brandon( did I spell it correctly)...
cause he lived nearby...
A funny guy on the outside...
But I could not help but sense the deepness in him...
For a moment I felt stressed...
Hahaha...
Different level of pple I guess...
could tell that he is damn smart...
but if I were to stay a while longer with this person I might go mad...
not because he's weird...
but he's good at phrasing questions..
simple questions...
totally stunned by him...
this Brandon...

Nearly spoilt the night...
And an " adventure" occured on my way home...
I placed my phone in this phone pouch attached to the strap on my bag...
then I went to play Liero on my laptop cause there were few pple on the bus..
BUT,
I got so engrossed I din even notice that the bus was getting full.
So, when I stopped playing then I realised I had forgotten where I have left my phone...
search high and low...
already very sian in the elevator..
Then I saw it...
lying safely in the pouch above my shoulder..
WTH....
totally sianz...

Emo

Recently during a lunch, I was told that you generally tell if a person's a rational one or a emo kind by looking at the way he/she clasps his/her hands.

If the fingers on the left hand are on top ---> emo kind
If the fingers on the right hand are on top ---> rational kind

So it thought since I know liao that it wouldn't be accurate le...
So, I decided to try it out...
I realised (to my horror of course) that all the while, the fingers on my left hand are always above those on my right hand, and when I tried to place them the opposite way, it just didn't feel like they fit!...

hahaha... this test is very generic and may not work all the time
but still it can be a good birthday party cheap talk isn't it?
Enjoy!

Alive and kicking

Ahaha... was browsing through my bros' blog...
All dead...
only mine's still alive and kicking...
for now...

Toothache...
irritating...
think my molars are coming off soon...
starting to get ulcers in my mouth and my body is very "heaty"
gotta drink more water cause I think it's either the adult tooth is coming out,
Or I have tooth decay..
lol

Econs seemed less frightening after knowing my results and after today's tutorial...
Maths still scare the hell out of me cause I spend the whole evening trying to do the new tutorial...
keke...
Library's closing soon...
Gotta get outta here...

Basketball

Sorry guys tt you all had to carry my bag...
Haha...
but the game was fun..
of course for the guys at least..
Not sure for the gals...
Is the game too rough?

Had backache...
Must be too long neva exert le...
Felt like my bones are getting loose..
Ahaha...
I wonder what will happen to me if I kena recall... :P

Listened to some sad songs after dinner at the food court...
plenty of flashbacks...
life gotta go on my friend...
and you better...
cause the sem is coming to an end!

Thank God

Really very shocked...
when Lenny msged me and told me that I got 40 out of 44 for econs...
I got a flashback...
And I recalled that the questions looked super alien to me...
And I had to reason out the answer one by one...
Felt tt I really gonna lose to those who took econs...
Praise the Lord, almighty and always faithful...
it was a miracle...

Why

Why...
What didn't affect me then...
Would affect me so badly now...

Why...
Does my heart feel hurt...
When I did not fight for it...

Dunno what I'm talking about also...
PMS bah...
Hope to get over it soon...

Photoshop Day1

Wah...
really nice course I think...
Got to know the technical terms and most of the tools available...

Will not be going tmr cause got fellowship...
But anyway tmr's abt layer's which I already quite familiar with in flash..
ahaha..

Tagboards down

Recently a lot of tagboards have been hit by an unknown phenomena...
think it's been hacked...
and it's time to switch...
I recommend chatterbox...

Bad dreams

Bad dreams...
Weird dreams...
Not sleeping is still the best...
I guess...

Power @ 7

Really shocked...
Haven't gone for sat @ seven for a few weeks...
Today, Snr Pst David spoke with such power...
And a very loud voice too...

"I know whom I have believed"
People fell, one after another...
I was too scared to go up...
Trembling in the presence of God...

After service was a nice dinner at Long John's...
Harmonised this song:

I am cow

I am cow, Hear me moo,
I weigh twice as much as you,
And I look good on a barbeque;
Yogurt, curd, cream, cheese and butter,
All from outcome from my udder,
I am cow, I am cow, hear me moo~

I am cow eating grass,
Methane gas comes out of my ass,
And out of my mouth when I belch;
Ozone's layer's getting thinner,
From the outcome of my dinner,
I am cow, I am cow, I got gas~

I am cow, here I stand,
Far and wide across this land,
And I am almost everywhere;
From DC to Newfoundland,
You can squeeze my tits by hand,
I am cow, I am cow, I am cow~

I am cow, I am cow, I am cow~

Simple dreams... Is that hard to achieve

I nv dreamt to be an engineer that can change the world...
Tts too much...
I nv dreamt to be an Electrical Engineer...
It wasn't my first choice...
Yet, what motivates me is the responsibility...
At the very moment I chose to accept this course...
I put a very huge responsiblity on my shoulders...
That my future employers will get they pay for...
A professional...
One who can do perfectly what he is trained for...
Like how a MG gunner would operate a MG...
like how a signaller would operate a signal set...

Yet, this is not even there yet...
I'm only at the level 1000s....
And I'm under-performing...
yet I dunno what else can I do...
My friends look at the way I study...
And they think I'm crazy....
What is that I should have done but haven't?

I'll now:
1) Prepare lectures in way advance
2)Prepare tutorials in way advance
3) Compile my own set of notes and memorise it
4)Do more reading up

think tt should be enough to kill me le...
hahaha...
people say can laugh means feeling better le...
I guess so...

Just before the test

I never had this feeling...
Study too much for a test...
Oh my gosh...
Don't fail me...

small fire

was on my home just now where I saw a "red rhino" and a police car and there was a lot of commotion...
apparently a dustbin below blk 86 caught fire and started to burn...
looks quite harmless and there were no apparent damages other than the deformed shape of the dustbin...
exciting...

Photoshop

Finally signed up for the photoshop course...
Thanks shradda...

At the brink of insanity

These few weeks of muggign have drained me...
The first half of the sem was still ok...
yet, when it comes to mid terms, things start to snowball...

I'm living on "afterburner" for these 2 weeks...
Living on borrowed time...
Living on borrowed strength...

I've been asking myself some questions...
Am I asking too much of myself?
Am I pursuing something that I cannot achieve?
Is this what God really wants me to do?
Have aimed too high and in the end fall flat on my face?

Questions looking for an answer...
Still, more challenges are on their way...
Everyday is a test of endurance...

I will survive but I'm not sure how sane will I be...

5 tips for man

Couped the following joke from my 2IC's blog ahaha... have a good laugh...

5 tips for man

• It is important that a woman helps around the house and doesn't complain about it
• It is important that a woman makes you laugh
• It is important to find a woman you can count on and doesn't lie to you
• It is important that a woman loves you and spoils you
• It is important that these four women don't know each other.

if you achieve that ? you are one damn lucky man !

stop dreaming ................. lolx ~

And the following reply came:

It is important that a woman helps around the house and doesn't complain about it
my maid (if i have one...)
It is important that a woman makes you laugh
patricia mok... every tuesday, my sassy neighbour, channel 5...
It is important to find a woman you can count on and doesn't lie to you
picture of paris hilton.. can count on 'her' to cheer me up... and she doesn't lie to me. cos the last i check... photos dun talk back...
It is important that a woman loves you and spoils you
mum of course!
It is important that these four women don't know each other.
i dun think my mum knows a maid (which i dun have)... she know paris & pat... but they don't know her...

so... pass?

The Haze

Wow...
was on my way home after physics paper...
felt a little asthmatic...
a little out of breath...
the air stinks...

and it's been a long time since I saw a haze so thick...
looked like Genting Highlands...
Thanks Indonesia

The derogation of variety shows

I'm not sure whether there's such a word "derogatory",
But I'm sure that some of you might have saw this Taiwanese reality show led by host Jacky Wu...
Personally I'm ok with the show on the whole except for one part where they got 2 elderlies to sing a "song" that sounds vulgar...
And guests stars just laugh at them...
I feel quite sorry for the 2 elderlies whom I think don't have a idea of what they are doing...
And I'm quite disgusted...
Even though I am relieved that it was censored from our TV programs...
But I'm quite upset that such media could be viewed freely from our internet access...

Indeed, relativism has become more and more real in our life and we must be steadfast in our values...
It's just like physics...
As long as you hold on to the correct set of "laws"
No matter relative the question can be...
It can be solved...
Are we steadfast in our values?
Or are we part of the world and does what the world think is right?
Only you have the answer...

Halfway through Midterms

Really must give thanks to God...
that I made much less careless mistakes...
that He answered my prayer...
for peace of mind...
for opening of my eyes to see the tricks in the questions...
almost full marks for both papers today...

Wanna thank those who prayed for me...
Thanks to Lenny for the prayer before the paper...
Really thank you all...

Cannot slack...
Monday's got econs paper...
gotta keep up with my double-steam-ahead-hard-core-mugging...
chiong-ah....

Breeze

Today's lab was a breeze...
Really breeze...
And cold...
Glad that I practised the program at home...

Mr Eye-bags

After these few days of studying through the night and catching sleep in bus...

I'm going to name myself Mr. Eye-bags...

Only for two nights...

Yesterday had a good sleep...
And thanks to everyone who was worried about me...
And all the things abt study smart and 休息是为了走更长远的路。。。
I was very toouched...

And of course the big-headed Mr Eye-bags would say of course I know my limits...
which I do...
And I had a very good night sleep yesterday and all I learnt this past 60hrs has been stored in my "hard disks"...
Ooops sound wrong...
have fun studying...

P.S. The midterm week is like hell-week...

My first test in Uni

Woah...
I can't breathe...
Not that I can't have freedom of speech...
Not enough time...
Not enough practice...
Going through my paper now...
Ok lar... barely got 6 questions right...
Not as bad as I thought after stepping out of the room...
But the pressure was tremendous...
Shucks, made 4 careless mistakes...
Hope that I can get at least a B...

I have lost this battle but I have not lost the war...
But it doesn't look good for the upcoming battle...
too many uncertainties...
too many casualties this time round...
I would need a couple of As to pull my CAP up...

All out to set things right...
things let out of my chest always makes me feel better...
我不想把我的快乐建立在别人的痛苦上。。。

Next will be my water baptism...
Hurray...
But I still haven't found the courage to tell my parents...
They have a handful of problems on their hands as well...
Sigh...
That will be my next thing to set right...

Anyway, the water baptism service will be held on 4th Nov at 1530hrs at East Coast near the Big Splash... I will post again to confirm whether I am cleared to go or locked out of my house... haha... jkjk...

Back to study...
Must double my efforts in mugging...
I dun believe I will be beaten by a couple of careless mistakes...
practice is the key...
I always believed...
and God too...

Blogging freedom...

Was about to blog something this morning but luckily I didn't...
if not I would have been charged
later in the evening i did a survey for melvin...
and it made me realise...
"It's so tight... I can't breathe"...
Being in a society where sensitive issues are abundant...
And heart-felt feelings are kept deep in the heart and are not spoken...
For the "Greater Good" of this society...
To me I think otherwise...
In fact bottling up of this feelings is detrimental to everyone...
You never one day when these feelings kept deep deep down there might just be the ones that can destroy all that we have
I acknowledge that fact that there are proper channels to voice views, open discussions, even tv shows...
But as I blogger I would feel disgusted and even angry if I'm arrested for blogging my feelings...
I mean...
simply, even when blogging is a public media, we must always bear in mind that there is a CHOICE involved...
If you dun like my blog you can CHOOSE not to read,
If you dun like what I'm saying you can CHOOSE not to visit my blog,
If you THINK that what I'm saying now is detrimental to the you, your mental condition, your feelings, pls... its just a feeling and its just a blog... more importantly its your CHOICE...

Lets just put it into one of my analogies:
If you're walking on the road and you see a dustbin and its NOT even blocking your way, do you?
a) destroy the dustbin
b) just avoid the dustbin

The dustbin is obviously there for somebody else's comfort and probably that person also doesn't know that you'll be there at that moment, sees the trash and report to the authorities that they are offended by your trash.

However, I'm not trying to speak up for those who have been arrested. I have not seen or read their blogs and therefore I'm in no position to discuss, but I just want to have the assurance of the democracy. Can I?

Hope you're ok...

Old Schoolmates Outing + Shouwen's actual birthday celebration

Sounds funny but its true...
And tts what I told my grandma...
I went for 老同学聚会...
Shucks... Make everyone sound so old ah... paisei...

Went to AMK to eat 煮炒...
Very economical... $44 bucks for 4 big dishes...
Plus BIG BOSS Yee Haun brought a chicken to potluck...
Fantastic meal for 12...

After that went K @ Paradiz
Shiok... Plain good luck...
Birthday boy won us our cover charge...
Paying only for the drink and nuts and +++
$11 for 5 hours of singing...
Filled the craving le....

The End Of The Ducks

" The ducks
we prefer to kill
at one go.
They don't eat so well
when one is gone."

Does this old peasant's
saying apply
to human beings too?
Does it perhaps explain
the plans for atomic war?

Probably not
because human beings
are not ducks.
They eat just as well
when a few are gone.

Thanks bro...

Thanks bro for covering up my track for me...
Maybe you dun even know what I'm talking about...
Or maybe you can act blur and pretend that you dun know what I'm talking about...
Or maybe you'll be thick skin and accept my thanks...

But still I wanna thank you, for always being there to cover my tracks. Even though you're just a couple of days older than me, but to me you're like an elder bro to me... Through you I see myself, through you I learn, through you I experience...

You are not the star that shine the brightest, but you are the one that shines so that the others stars around you can light the world.

Birthdays

Celebrated 3 pple's birthday today...
Shouwen, Kaiting and Stef...

Slept till quite late today...
Went to Hougang then walk to the condo...
Still early, watched some people fish at the canal...

Simple yet innovative backdrop...
Easy to setup and easy to dismantle...
I think the whole backdrop itself already describes what kind of person he is like...
Always full of innnovative ideas...

Play a few games like [Polar Bear] among ourselves...
Got a few of them stuck in the [Magic Squares aka Nine Squares]...
I was reminded that I once learnt how to play this game almost 2 years ago...
made me crack my brains once...


After shouwen's birthday celebration we gave Kaiting a 'surprise'...
Cause she like got '戒心' so it wasn't as surprising as it should be...
ahaha
but still it was good...

Had a long debate on whether to go down to Aloha Loyang to give Steph a birthday surprise...
Actually its a long and sensitive issue that I wouldn't dicuss here...
So some of us went down and yar...
Bought a cake from at Pasir Ris Central...
The surprise would been better if we had a nearer FUP...
Lol
... Made us sing the birthday song twice before we even reach her..
Ahaha...
Still it was good...
I always believed that no one should be left behind...
And I always believed that 她不是那种人....
Even though some may have alternative views...
But I strictly reserve this as my personal view...
You can disagree all you want to...
I dun care...

Missed yesterday's Camp Chalet...
Missed the mahjong...
I'm sorry Goh...
but I really see no point going...

Fearsome Friday

Today marks the start of the recess week...
It also marks the start of a serious struggle to stay focused on studying.

Quite disappointed.
Cloudy Night.
where are the stars?

Anyone going swimming tmr morning?

Sian

the photoshop workshop is full... damn...
overwhelming response they claim..
sigh...
should have went there to sign up instead of mugging...

Pissed...

Went out to science TWICE today...
because the poster of the IEEE Photoshop Workshop said the registration booth is outside Lt26
BUT, there's only a blood-drive booth out there...

I'm not the only one... but guess I'll crash the workshop if I have to... wahaha :P
Poor organisational skills... lucky I din join the club...

Lucky

Luckily I'm not staying in hall!

Haha... yesterday night pei shishi and huiqing (actually is shishi pei huiqing) to go Sheares to look at their buaya week event... I was stunned la... All the effort they put in... All of them could have been a top graduate...

Anyway, this event is something like angel and mortal game...
But, it involves the buaya to do stuffs for their partners secretly, and the buayee to do likewise for their assigned guys... then comes the revelation night when everyone shall come to know who has been doing for whom...

Totally effort! 100% and then some... All the lovenotes, all the deco, all the 爱的宣言... ahaha...
Yee Haun received like 20 small love notes from the same person in like 30mins?! ahaha... 是我的话就爱死他了...

That's why I shouldn't stay in hall, too much activities that are really fun but takes up too much time...
I dun have that discipline.
Thank God I'm not staying in hall...

jialat

think I rest too much..
losing focus...
oversleeping comes back...
jialat

Blog

I changed my blogskin again...
This time something simple..
black and white...
and no songs..

But it will change soon..
Something better will come along...
When I master the art of dreaming( shortfor dreamweavering)

My math lecturer is a joker...

He is a old tee-ko...
If you know what that means...

Halfway through explaining the concepts of 3 Dimensional Spaces, he was about to repeat what he has explained so he says this," Let me come again." Well, of course we know that it means that he's going to explain it again.
BUT, he pause again and says,"Maybe I shouldn't say that in public."

Funny, no, I dun think so
He's just guilty :P

Cold Jokes - From CS1101C lecture

1.You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say: "I am very rich. Marry me!"
- That's Direct Marketing

2.You're at a party with a bunch of friends and see a gorgeous girl.One of your friends goes up to her and pointing at you says:"He's very rich. Marry him."
- That's Advertising

3.You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and get her telephone number. The next day, you call and say:"Hi, I'm very rich. Marry me."
- That's Telemarketing

4.You're at a party and see gorgeous girl. You get up and straighten your tie, you walk up to her and pour her a drink, you open the door (of the car)for her, pick up her bag after she drops it, offer her ride and then say:By the way, I'm rich. Will you marry me?"
- That's Public Relations

5.You're at a party and see gorgeous girl. She walks up to you and says:
You are very rich! Can you marry ! me?"
- That's Brand Recognition

6.You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say:
I am very rich. Marry me!" She gives you a nice hard slap on your face.
- That's Customer Feedback

7.You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say:
"I am very rich. Marry me!" And she introduces you to her husband.
- That's demand and supply gap

8.You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and before you say anything, another person come and tell her: "I'm rich. Will you marry me?" and she goes with him
- That's competition eating into your market share

9.You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and before you say:
"I'm rich, Marry me!" your wife arrives.
- That's restriction for entering new markets

Outing 2006

Ahaha...it's been quite a while since we had an outing...
This time its organised by Hui Qing...
Went to Minds cafe to play till dinner time...
Had a great time...
and yes Kai Ting... we're not best of the partners...
I'm just too rigid and 'engineer'...
ahaha

Kept changing games cause the games became boring very quickly...
And Hui Qing asked for more 'Action-Packed' one...
Thanks bro...
I always nv bring enuff $$ out..
ahaha... will pay you back when I see you in school...

Bored

Getting a bit bored...
Spending my time wastefully on maplestory...
I'm just bored...

First 2 days of the recess week,
got a photoshop workshop.
Yay, d/l for so long le...
finally got chance to learn how to use it properly...
Cause all the tutorials are non-understandable...
wahaha...

Rest

I happily declared yesterday night 'rest'...
So I happily recovered all the sleep that I lost the past few days...

Super paiseh la...
Yesterday said so loudly that I want to go for morning devotion...
ahaha
oops
I think today's morning devotion should have a lot of peopple bah...
I think I'll rest today... not much tutorial I can do anyway...
I'll take my time to sort out my concepts bah...

我是不是很傻。。。
明知道我们不可能。。。
我把你的照片印刷出来。。。
不，我不是变态。。。
我也没有将它贴在墙上。。。
其实，我也不知道为什么我会那么做。。。

Updates and updates

Lesson's over for today...

Programming Lab was much easier than I originally thought...
Haha... when I downloaded the lab manual last night, I was stunned...
Totally didn't know how to begin...
Met Gerald before the lab and got some hints...
And eventually I finished my lab so quickly...
15 mins and I'm done...
wahaha...

Already started revision for mid-term...
Not that I kiasu..
Just tagging the pages for the open-book tests...
But 1 week to study I wouldn't think that it's enough..
Besides, I want this to be a good start...
At least convince myself that I'm up to the challenge of the scholars...

Now waiting for the others..
Having a felllowship later...
Initially was supposed to be playing badminton, but there were some unexpected screw ups so, we might just be playing bball or something else...

Zonked out last night...
Think I'm exhausted...
woke up with my laptop still switched on...
when Yeehaun called me...
Sigh...
12 bucks well spent on rushing down for the econs lecture... I couldn't imagine what would it be like if I missed this lecture...


Yesterday read this article on Newsweek...
People normally think that science and religion can never mix...
But come to think of, not only could scince and religion mix, science can even be a proof for religion...
Just think of the Discovery of Noah's Ark in Turkey!
What impressed me in the article was that modern telescopes could see the light emitted by stars several hundred billions years ago!
The massive gravitational field have become a magnifying glass through which we see the stars of the beginning...

The research states that in the beginning was the big bang....
And before that there was no matter...
Tremendous amounts of Energy, E=mc^2 was released into space...
These energies become the very first element to be created... Hydrogen
Due to the extensive gravitational field, the hydrogen began to cluster...
The tremendous force cause the hydrogen to burst out in flames, forming the very first stars
These stars were huge but short lived... And they gave rise to others elements that we know, carbon, nitrogen, oxygen...
Only after these stars died then the galaxies that we know of today are formed...
Now, how plausible it is, for the elements to gatherwith such precise combination, that lifeforms such as man, can live?
Only someone as great as the creator isn't it?
How did the animals come to have the so-called "basic" instinct to reproduce?
It's God who instructed them to do so! Gen 1:22, 28
How did the plants come to bear fruits and seeds or in each of their ways propagate?
It's God who "programmed" them to do so! Gen 1:11-12

Even at present time we can see stars that are way way back in time... Does that mean time is no longer a limitation? Studies have already shown that time is relative... A person ages slower when he is put in space... Apparently, there would have be a mistake in our definition of time! What is time? If we do not know what is time, how do we even rebuke and reject the notion that our Almighty God created the world in 7 days? What is 1 day to God? 1 day in heaven is like a thousand days on Earth, so what is 1 day in space?

I have begun to see how God is able to have a beautiful plan for each an everyone of us... Imagine yourself with a timeline right in front of your face... You are not affected by time and ie your're eternal!

(to be continued...)

Actually I lost my track of thoughts le... oops...

Leave it in the potter's hands

Today was talking to Linda then she was telling me about how some of her friends are against Israel for attacking Lebanon, so much to the extent that they hate Israel for doing so...
Indeed Israel has a cause(and a very good one), but it's reaction is totally wrong...

One way to look at it is like the Vietnam War. US was unable to decisively win the war in Vietnam. China took over but the first thing it did was to settle all diplomatic complications first.
This is also very clearly stated in the Sun Tzu's Art of War, that one cannot win the war if diplomatic ties are not built up. Hence, I believe this is the first mistake made by Israel

Another way to look at it is that the failure of Israel's attacks is due to the fact that they failed to trust in the Lord and took matters into their own hands. Indeed, when you tell God to let go, He will and tts when all the troubles begin. I was reminded of this passage from John 10:18. this situation was that Jesus was betrayed and Simon Peter drew his sword and cut off the high priest's servant's ear. And in the same situation in Matthew 26:52, Jesus told Simon Peter off and said whoever carries the sword shall perish by the sword! Instead of trusting in God that no matter how strong the enemy is or how much the enemy is provoking, God will always be there for them, Israel took the matter into her own hands just as Simon Peter did!

At this point in time I realised...
Isn't that what we always have been doing?
Always worrying about this and that...
Always taking matters into our own hands...
Always forgetting that with God all things are possible...

Lastly, I'd like to bring up this memory verse from membership class:
2Thessalonians 5:16-18
Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, in everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you

Caffeine overload

This morning I woke up feeling very groggy...
Bought 2 cans of Nescafe...
After morning devotion, another cup of coffee...
Evening, during the 10 mins break in my maths lecture,
1 SHOT OF ESPRESSO!

Life Skills

I know of many people who have this attitude:
"I can do any course in uni and just get a degree. In the end, as long as I have degree, I can do any kind of job, regardless of my degree."

I know tts it's true tt you don't need the degree of a specific kind to do certain jobs.
But I believe in life skills.
I believe in learning something so tt it will help you in your work...
No pt doing something in engineering when you are going to MLM, sales, or something else tt is not related.
Firstly, you wouldn't have to motivation to study. Cause you're not going to use the skills anyway.
Secondly, you wouldn't have learnt the skills that others have learnt majoring in something related. You lose out competitively.

This is my motivation. My ultimate purpose is not to get an A, not honours, not Dean's List, not scholarship...
My ultimate goal is something that is far greater than any of this and far harder to achieve.
I want to be an expert in what I'm doing...
I remember this slogan from CCAC - Be proffesional...
Ya, that's my ultimate goal...
I want to be a proffessional...
I want to be able to do my part as a professional... It'll be super cool la...
Imagine myself giving advice to major firms... Doing research... Be able to throw up cheem theory and equations...

Ya... and to achieve tt goal I'll work hard...
I'll use all the people around me as my competitors...
I'll stress them, so that they'll be up to my challenge...
I'll put compete myself against them...
If they understand this much, I'll research to understand more...
If they at tutorial 2, I'll do tutorial 3...
If they dun understand a concept, I'll make I understanad it...
I'll study way ahead of the people around me...
No, I'm not a backstabber...
I'm just trying to be professional.

Very sian...

Still very scared that the mid terms are coming so quickly...
Even when I'm going at full-speed ahead...
I still take so long to understand the critical concepts that each and every module needs...
With each passing week, the pressure builds up...
And the only time during which this stress may be released is during the study week bah...
Only studying can relieve such a stress...

But I'm tired... Many sleepless nights have made me very tired...
Fatigue...
Yet, this is not what I fear the most...
Change, is what I fear most...

Even at year 1 I fear what's going to happen after graduation...
With every module I take, I wonder... Is this going to help me in my life?
Or am I taking this just because it's required?
Career Options? Integrated Resort? Overseas?
Life is full of unexpectancies let alone a smooth sailing journey...
Parents are happy when you graduate...
But are they happy that they have a graduate as a child,
Or are they happy that you have finally graduated and ie. grown up...
I believe it's a mixture of both bah... Not that I'm unfillial..
I'm just being practical...
I think I talk too much..

Back to physics lecture...

Dinner at Changing Appetites

Missed Sat @ 7 cause got company dinner...
Actually, they didn't really invite me...
I got the msg through Lim Jing, whom I met by chance at the bus stop at the com centre...

Quite a nice place with good food... CHANGING APPETITES @ MARINA SQUARE
Though the servings are not too wonderful, the taste is definitely worth it...
I had some fettucini while others ordered fish n chips, spaghetti, pork ribs and seafood platter...

The turnout for this outing is good... organisers are kaixiang(NTU) and Xu (NUS)
And about 20+ people turned up, kwan ming, jianliang, weiliang, tzong zhao, suan shing, beng, junhao, ah goh, tat huang, mok siwei, weijie, zhijia, wailun, malcolm, yuanbao, gang and his gf, lim jing, bryan and some more I think...

This is our first company outing, and I'm glad that we still made the effort to meet up...

Now I'm back home must get back to mugging mode...
If I were to balance work and play...
I would balance 2 hours of work to 1 hr of play...
So...
I've slacked for almost 2 days...
I need to be double productive...
I need to mug....

Flunked my lab

Today my lab was a total disaster...

It was a pretty simple lab, with cool gadgets to help to get the best answers and in turn save time.

Flunk no1. : I was wrong to believe that doing the lab report on Excel would be faster.
In the end we're not allowed to print form Excel and everything have to write by hand... sucks

Flunk no2. : I keep making silly mistakes and have to redo my tables. Not that my tables will get full marks just because I redo it. I totally heck which to keep sig fig and which to keep decimal place. In the end, everything in my table was 3 sig fig. Play safe mah.

Flunk no3. : I ran out of pencil lead all of a sudden. @#$%^ Luckily my lab mates are cool people. They even lent me correction fluid.

Flunk no4. : I dunno whether is it the temperature is too cold or what. Totally brainfreezed and the toilet is so far away. Discussion only wrote 1 paragraph. Conclusion only 1 sentence. I'm gonna be expecting trouble.

Flunk no5. : I din take into consideration the direction of the vectors. (WELL DONE!!). That means that every answer is wrong except for the last one which I wouldn't get an answer if I dun consider the direction. Hmmm.... I can see an egg flying.....

Rushed down from Science to Blk EA in just 10 mins by walking...( I started lab at 0900 and ended at 1350)Just in time for a very crowded class. Aparently the class has also a lot of make-up students, I suppose, cause the class is so crowded that there's not enough seats for everyone. Cool huh? Fortunately the class ended early at 1430(cause there was a concensus that no discussion was needed for the last qn).

Now I'm right here in the lib slacking right away. Just received the second 1/3 of my allowance for this month from my Dad. I know it's hard on him, but it's hard on me too... I can't survive on just Oreos or Hello Panda right? And I still haven't gotten my textbooks... hmmm.. This is already the 4th week le... I only got a Electrical Engineering Textbook. I still need a Physics and a Econs textbook which I can share with my bro. And I need the C programming text to catch up with the pace of the lecture.

Sigh...
Still considering whether got time to go down to Clementi Bookstore to get the books before Linda's party... Hmmm... See how bah

Mood

I think the studying is affecting everybody's mood...

Yar, tts probably why people have been guai lan and pissed at times...
Including myself...

Got a bit better... Managed to make some new friends from my class...
But unfortunately they are all guys (there're not many girls in my class in the first place)
I came to this conclusion...

If we're not happy, we dun need to sit together during lectures and make ourselves pissed off at the end of the day...
Well, I think it works for me, mood has been better...

But I still missed today's econs tutorial... damn... I actually remembered the wrong timing and ended up turning up for the class at the end of the class...
Damn sian...
Tomorrow got make-up tutorial and I got write to the coordinator to explain my absence from today's tutorial... hmmm... pray that they will believe my reason... I really hope they do...

Jokes are a plenty for today's computing lecture... Will post them on multiply bah... racists jokes though :P

And about the "her", we're just friends. I dun intend to make any approach or whatsoever. Just wanna concentrate on my studies for the time being...
So at times I would miss her but...
I think most of you who read my blog knows her... that is if there're any of you in the first place...
Hmmm... enuff of blabbering... gonna sleep... tmr's a long day

误会

我想我以上几个posts给大家带来了许多误会，再此澄清一些事：

第一：我没有女朋友，目前没有。
第二：我posts里的她，与我只是普通朋友。虽然有进展的空间但是我们只是朋友。
第三：我没有暗恋她，只不过有些时候会想起她。

就是这样，明白了吗？

对不起

I'm sorry... 在你需要人陪伴的时候我没有陪着你。

你能原谅我吗？

Bored...

Just finished EE tutorial... Quite surprised... My methods are all correct... But my math is wrong... I need to revise on my math...

Bored... Stayed up the whole of last night to mug...

Think I'm at cruising speed le...

Full Steam Ahead! Chiong-ahhhhhhhhhh!

可能是压力的关系吧。。。

可能是压力的关系吧。。。
我说话大声多了。我是多么希望我的答案是对的啊！
我‘怪懒’多了。我实在讨厌那些自以为厉害的人啊！
可能他们有理由骄傲，不过，还是很讨厌。

如果。。。

如果能让我选择。。。

我宁愿从来就不认识你。 当我看到你有男朋友时，我会心生醋意，然后对自己说：“是你的就是你的。‘命里有时终须有，命里无时莫强求’”
当我知道你有喜欢的人的时候，我又对自己说：“哎呀，又迟了一步，算了吧”

在我脑海的某一个深处，深深地刻着当我第一次遇见你的情景：
在那拥挤的巴士上，我遇见了你。我心里想：“好美啊！” 不过，当时因为不够认识彼此，有没有那个胆量，自然而然的就没有向前搭讪。那已经是四年前的事了。我不能说是在什么巴士，也不能说是在什么的情况下遇见你。那就太过明显了。我不能确定能带给你幸福，不过，我能肯定的事，我试着忘了你，但是却做不到。

所以，如果能让我选的话，我宁可从没遇见你。

酒不醉人，人自醉。。。

方才吃消夜的时候，大家看到我那赤红的脸庞，都以为我醉了。

是啊！我多么希望自己真的醉了呀！

“自古多情空于恨”我想就是这种感觉吧。虽然未把感情放进去，但心中那隐约的刺痛总是会有的，不是吗？只是区区的喝了麻辣的冬炎汤，不过我的心已经醉了。一整晚的胡说八道，就连我都不明白，为什么会这样子。

想开瓶酒来喝，但不知何时变得婆婆妈妈了。担心明天睡不醒，担心会影响学业，担心会有啤酒肚，担心伤到胃。。。

你在读吗？你了解吗？你知道你是谁吗？

孤独的Comex

又是孤独的度过了一天。。。
不知曾几何时，我又回到了孤独的过去。。。

记得小时候，六年级的时候，
我是多么的令人讨厌。
因此，孤独的度过了小学岁月。

到了中学，我为了不让自己在读过一往常难受的日子，
我拼了命的交朋友。
终于交到了一群很好的朋友，
放学后打打球，就这样度过了中学岁月。

明白了努力交朋友就不会寂寞的这个道理，
到了高中，我是更加的发奋。
还参加了学生理事会。
不错，是很快乐。
然而，最快乐的时光永远是最短暂的。
高中才读两年就毕业了。

到这里，我还不知道朋友是有阶层的。
直到国民服役，我才彻彻底底的了解这点。
人心的险恶，就是在这里看得一清二楚。
这就是“真理”！
不好意思，自从看了[钢之练金术师]之后，便“偷”了一两句话来用。

至今，我看到的，领悟到的：
刻苦耐劳平付出的努力-消遣与朋友=成功的考到飞黄腾达的文凭
这就是“等价交换”吗？
不过，我也厌倦了太多人的吵闹。
只因为，自己也是给的家带来吵闹的一分子。
不，那不是吵闹。。。是“声音污染”！
只是如果能够有多一点钱，时间就不会过得那么辛苦了。
想做什么就做什么。
打电动，打球，购物，晚上还可以去喝闷酒。

我是不是疯了？
是寂寞到疯了吗？
是想她到疯了吗？
还是她？她？还是你？
还是读书读到疯了？
不可能！我今天还没动到书呢。。。

请问你有男朋友吗？
我们可以试着交往吗？
“嗨你好，我叫XXX. 我是一个什么也不能给你的人。我是一个寂寞又乏味的人。。。”
这就是开不了口的原因。

“哇，你这人怎么那么悲观啊？堂堂一个大学生还怕没人要吗？”
“我不是怕没人要，只是。。。”
嗨算了。。。 还是等到有了解我的人才讲吧。。。

悃了，累了，伤感了。。。
要不是明天有事我早就开瓶酒来喝了。

眼泪就不会掉了。。。

你真么。。。

你怎么来也匆匆，去也匆匆？

Army Half Marathon

Went for a half marathon this morning...
21km...
Totally not prepared for it...
No warm-up, not enough sleep, not enough training...
Came back with a lousy timing of 2 hr 17mins...
Shag...

Today the whole day my body felt weak...
And I think I put too much strain on my knees...
Now every time I stand up I feel the pain in my knees...


Just received a letter of membership from Sds..
Dun be mistaken... I'm not desperate... Yet...
I'm only 21 this year...
Got plenty of time and space...
I just dunno how I ended up in their mailing list...

Fellowship Of The Ring

Did the Fellowship Of The Ring last forever?
Thats my thoughts when I said:“这事世上是没有永远的朋友的”

My gut feeling is...
The pressure of all the activities we're committed to...
The brotherhood has been deeply shakened...
Now it's up to fate whether the brotherhood will survive this ordeal...
Yes, I say it's up to fate... Cause it's not even up to us...
The power is not in our hands...

Sigh...
Sad isn't it?

好想好想

好想好想和你在一起 和你一起数天上的星星
收集春天的 细雨
好想好想和你在一起 听你诉说古老的故事
细数你眼中 的情意
好想好想 好想好想
好想好想 和你在一起
踏遍万水千山 走遍海角天涯
让每一个日子 都串连成
我们最美丽 最美丽的回忆

好想好想和你在一起 并肩看 天边的落日
并肩听 林间的鸟语 Woo~

好想好想 好想好想
好想好想 和你在一起 Woo~
踏遍万水千山 走遍海角天涯
让每一个日子 都串连成
我们最美丽 最美丽的回忆

好想好想 好想好想
好想好想 和你在一起 Woo~
踏遍万水千山 走遍海角天涯
让每一个日子 都串连成
我们最美丽 最美丽的回忆

渴望

我会渴望在msn上看到你online...
我会渴望与你交谈，但从不自己展开话题...
我会渴望与你玩网络游戏，但总是等你来问...
我会渴望与你交往，却害怕被拒绝...
我会渴望与你出门，却不敢开口...
我会渴望平珍惜与你相处的每一份每一秒，因为得来不易...

我是不是渴望太多了？

School

Well.. It's the 2nd week into school...
Tutorials haven't start yet...
But, the pressure is very great now...
Last time, studying was a breeze, cause you know you're at the top...
Amongst the top in the class in the school...
Staying afloat at the top was easy...
But NOW, we're all at the bottom...
Everyone...
So whoever swims the fastest will win the race....
I'm not a person who succumbs easily to pressure....
Instead of facing the pressure to work hard... and exhaust myself,
I let my hair now and then... Try not to think about study when I resting...
Well, that has it's repercussions...
Trying to staying afloat treading water and not cramping and relaxing is a very difficult thing...
Must control and not let the enthusiasm overwhelm...
THIS IS A MARATHON...

Warm up run...

Today felt really fedup with the bidding thingy...
Went out to run for relaxing...
So I ran... Up to Toa Payoh North(Braddell MRT)
then to CHIJ... Then to Toa Payoh Central... Past SAFRA... Round Kim Keat... Past the industrial area... Past Lor 8... On to Braddell road... Up to Serangoon... Then Potong Pasir... Ran inside 1 round... then cross the CTE and back to Toa Payoh...
About 16-17km...
Took 1 1/2 hrs...
not bad for a run/jog...

Clicked

Ok... Just came back from the cinema... Still feeling touched and fired up by the movie "Click" by Adam Sandlers... At first I thought it was a comedy... nothing much to expect... I was wrong... Apparently it has much to tell:
Adam Sandler was an architect and had a average family... But he was so cooked up with his work... Falling asleep in a IKEA look-a-like store... He finds himself a Universal Remote Controller... before he knew it, he was fast-forwarding through times which he found bothersome, like falling sick, bathing, even quarrels with his wife and even sex... Soon he started to fast forward times with his family. During this times he was on autopilot... meaning he is physically there but not mentally... And the remote control, being a futuristic device, was "fully automatic"... So it was when he zoomed through time with promotion... 1 yr, 10 yrs... before he knew it he was fat, CEO of the company, lost his wife. He dun even recognise his son and daughter... But it was too late... because he can't undo what he has done... Then he falls sick and zoomed past another 6 yrs... He was dying... but finally gets the courage to tell the family that he was sorry and then dies... Then the cliche ending... He woke up... On the bed in the store... And returns home to treasure his life...
To me... it really touches me... it made me think... Have I lived my life fully and the way I wanted? I realise I dun have the answer... I've zoomed past primary school... Playing and playing and not making a lot of friends... I've zoomed past secondary school and JC and even NS... and now... I'm almost 21... What have I achieved? What am I going to achieve in my uni days? What am I going to achieve in my life? How am I going to treasure my life and relationships more?
At that dying instant... tears rolled down my cheeks... Cause I've also been a jerk... Always treating the people around me for granted... Time really flies... 20 years have already past... I dun wanna fast forward anymore... I wanna live my life to the fullest... I really wanna

Lost

Suddenly I felt lost...
In this new world called NUS...
I see a beacon... And thats my laptop...
And I see land... that's the NUS website...

All this self-directed learning...
Is draining my confidence that I can do well...
It seems like every module is a gamble...
If you understand, you'll do well...
If you dun... that's it... your down... bye bye...

CORS

If I ever said," I understand how you feel... Yar... the CORS system is terrible.".... I don't... until now... tomorrow is my matric day and tomorrow the bidding will start... Even though as a freshie I'll be protected and there are pre-allocated modules, I can feel the pek-cek and frustration and stress if I dun get what I bid for...sigh... But for now, that's the best way to determine who gets it or not... isn't it?

Self conceited

I believe those who are self conceited would say that they are not self-conceited...
But if I know that I act self-conceitedly, am I still self-conceited?

Night Cycling

Wow night cycling was fun really...
Never really got the courage to cycle on roads but I did...
Though sometimes dangerous... like beating the red lights... lolx...

It was an eventful night... we went from East Coast to Changi Coast Road to watch the planes take off and land...
Then we went to have supper at Changi Village...
Then we cheong down loyang ave, then bedok reservoir, then eunos, the Charis!... Took pictures there...
Then on our way to You Tiao Da Wang... one of the bicycles' tyre tube burst...
Spent 2.5hrs trying to resucitate it...
Gave up... Huiling volunteered to take cab to sent the "casusalty" back to east coast, while the rest of us rush back to east coast...
Went to the jetty to sleep for an hour...
Washed up and wen for Bs...
And here are the photos:

This is taken from behind Yee Haun's car when he fetched me... testing out my web cam...

Jun Wei... "I'm very tired but I'm not tired.... you know what I mean"

A Mei Yen aka Amy posing for a shot...

Myself... I'm not shag I'm not shag...

Yes the operation is over... We did our best... Death confirmation: 5:57am...

Away

Away, away... I have been...
Com's down... nofink much... been trying real hard to get it up and running...
so bored no msn for da moment...
(Well, peace and quiet as well)...
Sang K yesterday...
Swam this morning...
The end...

Windsurfing Camp

Yeah! It's a fun-filled camp...
And a relaxed one too...
Very relaxed program...
Almost OTOT...

I reached there early...
At 12...
Met Justin.... Filled some forms and waited for the rest to arrive...
In the end there were as many seniors as the freshies... lolx
And the funny thing is I mixed better with the seniors than the year-ones...
Maybe because they knew each other before hand le ba...
And I signed up alone...

Anyway at the end of the first day I managed to sail out and come back doing a 180 degree turn... yeah... Thank god for the mild wind and small waves... makes it easier for beginners...

Then we had BBQ and the food is good...
Then some peeps wanna go cycling and they went...
Then some peeps wanna go Old CGH and they went...
So we played some vball... some mahjong... some bridge...
Then we all fall asleep...

The next morning passed by slowly...
Those who went CGH have not came back...
Those who went cycling are still sleeping...
So we went down to the sea with the seniors...
Got a lot of tips from them...
So very quickly can sail liao...

Afternoon lesson we learnt a few more techniques and rules of sailing... and we went out to practise...
This time the wind is stronger and the waves are stronger and to get out of the bay we had to sail upwind... Took me nearly 2hrs before I finally got out of the bay...

Last night I dreamt of myself windsurfing... shucks...
think I like the sport quite a lot sia... lolx...
And now I'm level 1 proficient...
yay... And it's only 8 bucks for 2 hrs of surfing... cool!

TUF Camp '06

This is my first TUF camp and I find it awesome... appalling...
While I was in another church I went for their camp, but I felt so different...

TUF camp was not just about the games...
No doubt the games are fun, and we tire ourselves out...
But the best thing is God's presence in our midst...
God really touched most of us..
And for myself...
I first time felt so close to Him...
And I wanted so much more...

Most camps...
They cause people to be fired up...
And the firepower dies down...
Week after week...
But I believe... that this is not just a fire-up...
ITS A CHANGE THAT GOD IS MAKING IN OUR LIVES... AND ITS STARTING NOW...

Champions of Champions

It was raining outside, cold, thunderstorm...

It was warm inside on my couch watching the finals of World Cup 2006...
Occassionally the television would blank out due to the storm...
But it doesn't matter anymore...
On the other side of the Earth there is a batttle going on...

Clash of the Titans, I would call it...

Penalty in the 6th min equaliser in the 19th minute... These were not just highlights of the game... No they're not... Because the game is so fierce and at any point of the game, there were many and equal chances to both sides...

But alas! after 120mins of playing... penalty is the only way out...
No doubt, as the commentator has put it... Italy has lost 4 out of 5 penalty shoot-outs...

Lippi was ready for it..
Every substitution they made seemed to be getting ready for the penalty shoot-out...
As opposed to the fast and fiery pace the italians showed in the first 90mins,
they were sluggish and played purely defensive in the extra time...

I think the entire France team has been tricked into losing this game...
Italians obviously are well-prepared for the penalty shoot-out...
And they forced the game into one...
Secondly...
Zinedine Zidane was tricked into committing a outrageous foul...
Materazzi is "guai-lan" I know...
But ZZ was too overwhelmed by his emotions to care less...
He might as well injure Materazzi so that both cannot play...
Stupid...

Now the battle's over...
Trezeguet's gonna get his ass screwed by Domenech...
The storm's still raging here...
And I'm gonna sleep...

Camps along...

11-13th TUF camp @ ALoha Loyang
17-18th Freshmen Windsurfing Camp
21st QET
23rd Mizuno Run (10km)

M'sia

My impression of the country has never changed...
Really...

And when I first read SiaoWen's email... I din believe
TAXIS DUN GO BY METER ANYMORE...
I'm like... What kind of civilised society is this?
Gosh...
Think I slightly bent towards being racist...
But...
This is not my first time overseas...
I dun feel "this" in Taiwan...
I dun feel "this" in Brunei...
I dun feel "this" in Indonesia...

This feeling, (maybe I'm too sensitive), reminds me that I'm being watched...
Reminds me that I'm in a country that I do not call home...
Reminds me that I must be on high alert at all times...
I think even if I've did my application online I still wouldn't be able to shop with a peaceful mind...

That's my first time to M'sia...
Hope that won't be my last...
Peaceful in peaceful out...

廬山 永樂居

廬山 永樂居
If I din remember wrongly yupz... thats the name of Siaowen's house...
Shocked when the teksi reached...
I thought the teksi dropped us at the wrong place...

Really big effort... the girls were already there the day before...
SHOPPING... and setting up the place...
We did our part by putting up the balloons and the buffet line...

Big House, Big Family...
I think the atmosphere is just right...
She only invited her pri school friends, Sc, and sx, kx, ced...
Not too segregated crowd...

And a lot of cameras...
1 ran out of batt...
another one already at the back stand by..
wah pengz leh...

Only jerhsuan, shouwen, kaixiong and myself stayed over...
Sang K through night until JH just fell asleep...
just nice to catch the last 3 goals of the 3rd, 4th placing match between Portugal and Germany...

Woke up quite early...
And had to come back early cause must keep it under 24hrs... lolx...
I had a great time.

France won...

It was a beautiful match...
Excellent defending from France...
Thuram was just too on form... haha...

Sad case for C.Ronaldo...
I think it is the worse thing that can happen to a player...
He got boo-ed at everything he gets the ball..
And I mean EVERYTIME...
For a player of his cailbre...
It's such a waste...
And probably not able to play in Man U or other english clubs...
What a pity...

Italy 2 - 0 Germany (extra time)

Wow...
fantastic match..
Plenty of chances for both sides...
Germany was much weaker...
And Italy...
was playing so well...
all the through passes...
all the long passes...
were accurately delivered...
Yet they could not beat the keeper Lehmann...

Not until the second half of extra time...
A fantastic pass from Del Piero...
An awesome and perfect shot from Grossi...
Satisfied our anticipation...
It was so perfect that there was no way Lehmann could have saved that...

Germany with their morale down...
Conceded after the 2nd goal...

Great game!

Drunk... @ the wrong place

Totally maxed out...
Broke 2 rulez for drinking...
Rule 1: Never drink on an empty stomach...
Rule 2: Never drink beer before anything else...

Yes I did it!!
I was drunk...
at least for 2 hours...
At least when they sung the birthday song and the video I was still sober...

Sober(ized) during the match between England and Portugal...
Sad la... England's out...
Beckham injured...
Rooney's bad temper...

Played mj... while watching the second match....
Brazil out...
Thanks to Thiery Henry...
Sad case too...

List of alcohol that I took that knock me out:
1 can of heineken
3 cups of Chivas on the rock
3 cups of heineken draught beer
1 shot of gin...

Notice the beer and alcohol sequence...
I'll nv break the rulez for drinking again...

Or maybe...
I wasn't really really drunk...
Maybe... cause of people there? maybe...

VoLcAnO!

It's been a while since I've exploded and hurt the closest peeps around me....
Yes, I've done it again...

It's been bottling up for ages I think...
Now to come and think of it...

"Why should I be tackful if others don't bother how I feel?"
"Why should I care if I hurt them, since nobody knows how I feel?"
Nobody bothers...

Actually today is supposed to be a very happy day...
Cause Zac's holding a birthday party at home...
Thats not all...
A lot of the class WERE going... (I was super happy... exuberant"if this is how it's spelt")
As told by Zac...
The only prob... present...
And the thing is when I ask them online...
I get the feeling that nobody bothers...
I mean la... come on...
It's a 21st birthday...
Then the last thing I knew...
This this this not gg...
that that that not gg...
I dun feel like gg either...
Can't help it...
Zac's my friend and I've got to do what a friend's gotta do...

Damn sian...
Why everything nice ends up like that....
Nobody bothers...
And as usual...
I'm going to bottle up tonight...
All my frustations...
Wonder who will be the next victim of my Mass Destruction...

Quiet

Have you ever not received any new posts/comments in multiply for a few days?

It's been so quiet...

Bored and tired..

Have you ever felt that you're bored...
But too tired to do anything...

K Extreme!

Today really tired to the max....

Start from yesterday...
Yesterday played 2 hours of Badminton...
Even though its me and Hx against Len...
Really though...
Run here run there...

Then this morning...
Went for a run...
Inspired by Kx...
Then...
Had nearly a 2 hour tennis session...

Then had a total of 7.5hrs of K!
Extreme... First time sing so long...
But of course not continuously...
K lunch @Hougang with the councillors...
Then K@ Cineleisure with my colleagues...
But not bad... at least I know that old songs still suit me the best...

Going off to sleep...
A long day tmr... tata

New blogskin

I am fickle minded when it comes to blogskins...
And I should... because it should change with my song...
And I think I still prefer the 1 page see all kind...
dun need to click here click there...
Lolx...

I'm sorry...

I'm so stupid...

I came across this blog...
Need to enter the correct password if not will redirect you to Google...
So... Out of my cleverness...
I found out the password...

Infringing privacy my fault...
I'm sorry...

Tired...

Watch soccer with my Dad till 1...
Watch Shen Diao Xia Lv until 7...
Catch 2hrs of sleep...
Went to sentosa til 4 plus...
KO...

Stylish football

Just finished watching Italy vs Australia...
Italy come back 1-0(pen) in the 93rd min...
Lol...

My Dad was like telling me how the italians love to play around with the ball...
Solos...
And end up losing the ball...
And not scoring...

Haha...
Finally saw it with my own eyes...
The italians have the right to play such football..
They are skillful...
Indeed, I believe everyone of them could dribble past any of the Australians...
That's how powerful they are...
But... if only they had more teamwork( which is shown in the second half)...
They could have scored plenty...
In the second half after 1 of their midfielders got sent off...
Ball posession dropped to 41%...
Yet.. they still threaten the Australian goalkeeper like nobody's business...
Their counter-attack is swift and deadly...
And finally a pen-kick ends all the drama...

Exciting match...
Phew... Let me catch my breath...

Korea vs Switzerland

This is the most 'kayu' match I've ever seen...
The second goal was totally an offside...
Sianz...

Slept very little...
Sianz...

Couldn't Hu....
Sianz...

Outing with "OG"

Went out today with CK, Len, YH and Fel initially to Din Tai Fung (Wisma) for lunch to celebrate her birthday which is in a couple of minutes time...

"Is Din Tai Fung nice?" Ck asked.
"Yar", I replied without hesitation.
"Have you ate at Din Tai Fung before?" He asked again.
"No. Never." I replied this time with much hesitation...

Haha... its funny how people(myself) link the quality to the brand...

Went to play pool after that...
When me and CK play pool alone( After Fel and Len left)
Kena scolded by the boss...
Cause CK wanted to try some shots...
Then he playfully tried to do a masse...
Wah... the boss super angry sia....
No mood to play liao...
Feeling guilty...

After went to Funan walk walk, then joined their OG for dinner...
LOlx I wasn't even part of the camp lar..
then I go crash...
Anyway let me try and recall their names...
Guys: Kenny, Edward, Gavin
Gals: Ling Hui, Carine (I think it's spelt like this), Louiza aka Yan Ru, Cynthia, Valerie...

Had dinner at Country Manna Suntec, then went to the Sky Garden to play games lar..
Took a couple of pics on CK's camera...

None of the gals are my type...(I'm bad)
But truthfully they are kinda still too childish...
Pretty or not is not my main concern...
Yupz... Conclusion for tonight...
I better focus on my studies...

France 1 Korea 1

This is the first world cup match that I really sat down and watch the whole game...
First half was like boring...
Possesion mainly with the Frenchmen...
The koreans couldn't even set up a proper attack..
And they conceded 1 goal early in the first half....
It looked all gloomy for the koreans...

Second half was totally different...
Many missed the action cause they left after watching the first half...
The frenchmen were getting tired...
And the koreans are making better passes...
And yet they still cannot finish...
It was obvious in the standards...
The French would try to dribble past the koreans but seldom the other way round...
All passing...
Finally, their efforts paid off...
An equaliser...
And that was what made me want to blog this down...

When the French scored, the 'goal' was like diminished, weak, lack of excitement...
Almost out of boredom..
BUT, when the Koreans scored, the 'goal' was like thunderous, accompanied by the smiles on everyone's face...
Many stood up and clapped for the Koreans...

And that was not all..
From that moment onwards, the game suddenly became very exciting...
Especially towards the last few minutes, there were plenty of chances, and near misses...

But all in all I would like to say is that it is obvious that the standards of football between the French and the Koreans are miles apart... And it may be just luck that the Koreans equalised so late in the game... But to many, it may be their dream to see the Koreans in the finals... And it is not unachieveable...

Week

Updates...
Not so good this week..
Feeling very lethargic..
Met a few people during a dinner..
A distant relative...
Shixiu and Seng Chuan...
Anyway I'm stopping work soon...
So that I got more time to study...
So that I got more time to go out..
So that I got more time to work out...
So that I got more time to spend with the Lord...

"No one can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or else he will be loyal to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and mammon." - Matt 7:24(NKJV)

2 months ago when I first started working, my pastor prayed for me and I was reminded of this verse... At that point in time I did not realise what was in store for me...

2 months of working... got further and further away from God... Everytime reached home so tired... KO liao... What quiet time do I have?...

Then I suddenly remembered the verse from Matt 7:24...

Updates...

Well... got a new pair of specs...
My first pair of specs tt is so Ex...
I'll definitely treasure it..

Got a temporary phone...
8250..
Until I get my matric card n a new line..

Met up with some of my JC classmates yesterday...
Played badminton...
Shopped around...
Dine at Pasta Mania Toa Payoh...
Indulged in 2 pastas and a desert and a white wine...
Played mahjong at Zac's place with Belle, Jon and WJ...
Subsequently joined by Wilmur...
Damn he is so tanned...
I want to be like him...
Anyway after 1 whole night of playing I only won $0.10...
Lol...

Slept till 11am...
Went out and watch Omen...
Typical Horror Movie with a Big House and a weird child...
Except for several "sudden" n "disturbing" scenes...
It was not very fantastic...

Enjoying my vodka now...
Thanks guys!

Out of luck and careless

Been very careless and out of luck...
Left my ATM card at the cash deposit machine not long ago...
Dropped my glasses in the sea water at sentosa...
Lost my phone on my way to work yesterday...

Kinda reminds me of my primary school days... When I lose my specs every month... lol...

Leopard never changes it's spots... Now I know...

Praised by Lawrence?

Today is just fantastic...
Was feeling very bored today...
And a bit of tiredness...

I'm just running in Safe Mode...
With the minimal set of drivers...
Everything was based on instincts...

Nearly spilled a couple of dishes...
Especially the Indian Vegetarian (not again!)
Thank God that the dish was miraculously stuck on the edge of my tray...

Dinner was great...
Momentum was there...
Drinks were topped up...
Everything was in order...

I was in the leading pack...
thanks to:
someone who keeps topping up the plates in the 5 table shared side station...

Great... Rare occasion that Lawrence actually praised the part-timers....
Better... Found a faster way to reach home( yeah... after working for 2 mths and now then you realise)...

Best... Tmr going Sentosa... Enjoy the Sun...Enjoy the Sand... Enjoy the Sea... Enjoy my Vodka...

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CoffeeBean!

CoffeeBean is jsut great!...
The story begins when I WAS a Starbucks fan(sorry for the betrayal)...
Yong Siang introduced me to this drink called the Ultimate...
It is Ice Blended Mocha plus Chocolate coated Espresso Beans....
I'm like wow... is that really good?
After the first try really hooked onto it...
The Chocolate coated Espresso Beans is really damn nice..

Today... Very excited....
CoffeeBean now has Extreme!...
2x the caffeine...
2x the flavour...
So there goes... I ordered...
The Ultimate... Extreme!
Fantastic... the taste...
2x the mocha...
2x the espresso...
2x the beans...
I'm High....

QET

QET will be on the 21st July 10am...
A 2 hr long paper...
part1 requires you to pick out 20 grammar mistakes...
part2 is essay...
500 words...
I'm dead meat...

Watched X men 3 le..
ya... it's kinda of disappointing...
like there's not really much excitment...
Some disappointment in the plots here and there...
But I would give credit to the special effects la...
But then again, every show also S.E...
Getting boring and cliche if you know what I mean...

Received letter from NUS le...
Will be going to Electrical Engineering...
Haha... though it's not my first choice...
But I'll still do my best...
Besides, I have CK with me...
We'll be like Sasuke and Naruto...
LOlx
Excited

Confessions...
I've been smoking...
I've been drinking...
I've been lusting...

Will stop smoking...
Will stop lusting...
Drinking occasionally can?

Sigh... I'm a bad boy...

Not keeping long hair le...
Just had a hair cut...
:P

Bad things dun come alone...
It's true...
I lost my ATM card yesterday...
Reported liao...

Then yesterday I spilled a dish...
dam sian...

tired... cheong for another 2 more days before I get to rest...
jiayou jiayou jiayou..

On a better note...
1 of the table I am serving commented that my service is v. good...
Hahaha...
1st praise from guest!...
And many more to come! :p

Sian 1/2...
Yesterday was the 2nd time I worked till 5am...
Shag... KO at 5.20am...
Woke up 12.30pm... Gave the class outing at Pasir Ris a miss...
Today working from 6pm till late again...
And for the whole of this week...

1 projects coming up...

Room makeover project.

In the process of making over my room... And the biggest obstacle is the bed which is so big and taking up so much space... need to get rid of it...

Yup... tts all... Wish the guys safety when they come back tonight... And remember my drink... Cheers.

Just watched Da Vinci Code...
Maybe its because I've read the book so many times...
And did so many research...
Everything seem to be expected...
And any detail that is different from the book I'll be like so disappointed...

Went shopping before that bought a pair of "normal" jeans and a long sleeved T-shirt from John Little... Beginning to like long sleeved T-shirts... Haha nice...

X-men 3 next week...

Brotherhood coming back this Friday...
So is my liquor...
They better remember...

I've Just Added a Link to a funny flash I came across... Available in Singlish and Hokkien... Enjoy!

Really very bored leh...

Yee Haun just touched down...
And really thank you for calling me right after you touched down...
Cause I thought your flight was yesterday so I msged you haha...

Been doing weird things....
Parking on msn...
Hoping anyone free would notice my puny existence...
Going through all the blogs... at least 3 times a day bah...
I'm bored you see...
Parking in multiply... I think this is the max....
Refreshing every now and then....

Dig out some old games to play...
Diablo 2...
Finally played long enough to play past Act 1...
keke...
I'm not a very gd gamer...

Been wandering around everywhere....
Town, Bishan, Toa Payoh, AMK....
Walk until sian liao...
Like some lost soul...
I miss my brokebacks...

Received payment for tuition...
Really dun feel that I deserved it...
The kids never really did improve in their studies lor...
I'm really not good at teaching...

The whole of next week is down...
Tmr watching Da Vinci Code...
I have high expectations of it...
Dun let me down...
Then after that the rest of the week... work work work...
Hope to save some money for The PC Show coming up this June...
Hope to get a printer...
And probably get something to make my second computer work...

Gotta go sleep now... tired...

YES!!

Found the mint that I like...
Haha... At Cheers in Downtown East...
Left 3 boxes only
And I bought them all...
Nice...




Been watching this Chinese serial...
Very funny... especially how the officials try to dig each other's grave... Not recommended for chinese-illiterate though.. keke

孙子兵法 <第一章>

计

孙子曰: 兵者 ，国之大事，

死生之地，存亡之道，不可不察也。

古经之以五事，校之以计， 而索其情:

一曰道， 二曰天， 三曰地，四曰将， 五曰法。

道者， 令民与上同意也，

故可以与之死， 可以与之生， 而不畏危。

天者， 阴阳，寒署，时制也。

地者，远近， 险易，广狭，死生也。

将者，智，信，仁，勇，严也。

法者，曲制，管道，主用也。

凡此五者，将莫不闻，知之者胜，不知者不胜。

The long awaited rest..

finally get some rest...
really good rest...
been sleeping 12 hrs these 2 days...
envy me...

Crazy!!

Yesterday just had this crazy banquet...
A chinese wedding dinner...
Usually 1 to 1 is the easiest,
2 to 3 is normal...
1 to 2 is barely achievable...

Yesterday's was 2 to 4....
cause 1 old bird to 1 newbie...
to serve 4 tables...
Terrible, totally horrigible...
I'm considered old bird...
Fine..
My new bird cannot serve...
Fine...
Cannot carry tray properly...
Fine...
Cannot listen to Simple-Singapore-English...
Fine...
Cannot keep the drinks top-upped...
I was totally wrecked...
So it became 1 to 4 tables...
And the guests kept asking me to top-up their drinks...
And somemore got this 3 tai-tai...
Asked me the change their teacups...
In the midst of my busy-ness...
I'm going crazy...

After the dinner I apologised to some of the guests...
Neil was understanding...
Think he reported the incident to the company...
Thanks Ai Lian, Wang Li and 1 more cannot-remember-his-name for helping out...
If not I would have freaked out...

Woke up in the morning...
Switched off the fan... fell asleep again..
I'm such a pig..
Went to Amy's place in Jln Rajah for dinner..
haha... the Japanese Curry is good!!

Came home still eat the leftover happy grandmother's day cake...
Before...

After...

I'm fat...

Off- day

Today is my OFF-day...
Well only true for the day part... working tonight 9pm to 2am...
HaAhaA..
No choice... company short of manpower...
MAn, they should give a pay rise... tsk tsk..
Really should..

Anyway, I considering a chnage of job environment...
Probably a customer service officer @ downtown east...
Still waiting for reply and details...
A bit far but it's ok lar..
Gotta get more working experience...

Had a great tan this morning...
Went swimming with the TUFFERS( ya rite... only pq and matt..)

Yesterday after work was looking for a mint... ya... it looks like this... but it's the chocolate flavored one ( gold casing)... Nice... But couldn't find it after 1 hr... very sian...

Just watched MI:3 today...

Not a MI fan...
But the movie left me in awe...
Nice plots... Great twists...
Superb action...
All-in-all nice show...

More good shows coming up...
Da Vinci Code 190506
X-men 260506

Superman Returns 300606

Pirates of the Caribbean 2 070706

I'm alone

My brokebacks have left for Taiwan to backpack...
And I din get to send them off...
Was busy working...

Still thinking of quitting...
Looking for another one...
Less tiring...
The backaches make me feel so old...

Bought a lot of things these few days...
A Philips webcam for only $39.90 @ Funan...
And system requirement not high too..
It's a very good bargain...

Bought a couple of PC games to play...
Some classics...
Yet some can play some cannot...
Dissappointed...
And they are Originals...

Today felt so lonesome...
I picked up my phone...
Typed a msg, ready to send...
Then realised:
"Ya, they are not in town...
Probably enjoying themselves right now"

Still enjoying the solitude...
The break...
Tomorrow will be another busy day...
Drowning myself in busy-ness...
Since that day I kept myself busy...
Busy, busy, busy...

My dad said that if I'm busy I won't have time to let my thoughts wander...
But that again...
In reality, busy-ness only makes my thoughts wander more when I finally get rest...
Haha... starting to get cheem here...
Lets just change the topic shall we...

My bro now in J1...
And his phy questions I cannot do...
Sigh... Really return every thing to Mr Chan liao...

My sis now getting ready for O level...
But, she lacked the determination to strive for distinctions...
Lack of confidence, so much so she seemed to have given up working hard and hope for the best...
A far cry from me then...
My Dad says it's because she's an early-born so her learning cycle is slower...
And that I was naughty and ate a whole bottle of vitamins when I was young...
I don't think so...
I think my sis is one lazy bum who sleeps 11 hours a day...
Sleeps at 2200... wakes up at 0600...
Sleeps at 1500... wakes up at 1800...
Calculative, and backstabbing...
Yet, she's my sis...
And I love my sis...
No matter how selfish she is, she's still my sis...
That's why I still scold her...
If not I would have just left her alone...

Tmr watching MI:3 with my classmates...
I'm not a fan of MI series but...
I'm just bored...
And besides my god-daughter asked...
How can I say no...

And I'm working tmr night...
til 3 am...
dun think kx ever kena such a timing...

I think I very lor sor le....
Bored...
Sentosa Islander still haven't renew...
Gotta find time...

Lord, I just wanna pray for my friends in Taiwan right now. Pray that even as they spend time enjoying themselves, Lord you will keep them safe from trouble... Things might still go wrong but let their trust and confidence be always on You ... Lord, you're the sheperd on whom they can depend on for guidance, always... And that send your spirit of Wisdom, so that in every decision they make it will be godly and correct... Lord, I pray tt you'll watch over them and they will have exciting stories to tell when they come back... In Jesus name I pray.. Amen.

Busy

Been totally exhausted these few days...Been sucked dry of all my strength...Thank God for being there for me..
It's been my 4th wk at my job...And I have a good reputation of strength and nothing-to-do-after-work-ness. So..The managers kepts asking me to work OTFrom last Friday till Today...I've worked ALOT!!

oN mONDAY Night I was feeling unwell but still carried on working until 11pm...Maybe becos the air conditioning was strong so I could not perspire...All the heat trapped in my body... And I feel weak...Finally got home quickly forced myself to perspire....Wah... Really perspire tremendously...The pillows and mattress were wet and I have to sleep on the floor...LOlx...

Then today had to start work at 7am...But I felt okay...Good to work...And a good day of work...Reached home early, rested early...
Tmr Off Day.. Get to enjoy time with friends...Tsk tsk...

Me and my Dad are going to Yishun for the campaigning rallies at Yishun tmr night...Haha... think the politicians are kind of funny sometimes...Dunno Why...

Lastly... How much does a webcam really cost ar?I went to Best and they have 2 kinds of webcams..One @ $80 and another @$120...Anyone got lobang pls PM...

And...I'll be their liaison when my brokebacks are in taiwan...So look out for photos on my multiply...Yups... tts all folks Very Long post Dun get Bored

You Are a Chocolate Martini

You're an elegant drunk, who only likes the best bars and the most expensive drinks. A bit of a cheapskate, you're likely to mooch ten dollar drinks off both friends and strangers. You should never: Drink and dash. You're gonna get caught leaving someone with the tab! Your ideal party: A posh celebrity party you crash, with an open bar. Your drinking soulmates: those with a Classic Martini personality Your drinking rivals: those with a Blueberry Martini personality

What Flavor Martini Are You?

You Are The Hermit

You posses a great deal of wisdom and the ability to see people for who they are. You are always looking ahead at the future, developing visions. A loner, you tend to travel by yourself through life, seeking your own truth. You don't crave material things or fancy titles. You have no baggage. Your fortune: It's possible that there is a unknown guiding figure in your life, ready to help you. All you have to do is find this person and seek their advice. It's also possible that you need to start seeking the meaning of your own life. Either way, there's some deep thinking you need to undertake, and it needs to be done soon.

What Tarot Card Are You?