I Hate Fridays!!!
Today has given me 2 more reasons to hate fridays...
While my Practical Exam is tmr, I lost my laptop charger....
My grandma just backstab me...
Ok, the first is straightforward...
I shall explain the second one and see if you'll agree...
I started subscribing to singnet broadband in my 2nd year of army for $58 bucks per month...
I wanted to pay for my own internet use that's why I chose such an expensive plan...
But, my grandma din let me...
And take the bill away from me...
So now, today, my mum come and tell me...
Grandma went to complain to my parents..
saying she got no money cause she has to pay for my internet bills...
What is this?!!?
I'm really boiling within but I keeping my cool...
I know she meant well for me to pay my bills for me but comeon...
I feel backstabbed...
By someone so dear somemore...
I'm bleeding...
Friday, March 30
Wednesday, March 28
Ready to Soar
The flair for programming is coming...
I can feel it...
This Saturday I shall show everyone...
and everyone will know who is LPS...
I can feel it...
This Saturday I shall show everyone...
and everyone will know who is LPS...
Monday, March 26
Change
I knew...
but I chose to listen to the former...
just like you now...
I'm finally getting used to this change...
but I'll still be loving you..
in my own ways...
Weird isn't it...
how things have turned around...
now everything seem so clear...
and I'm giving advice...
and now I begin to question myself...
why did I ask...
suddenly I wish it nv came...
so you could be happy...
but I chose to listen to the former...
just like you now...
I'm finally getting used to this change...
but I'll still be loving you..
in my own ways...
Weird isn't it...
how things have turned around...
now everything seem so clear...
and I'm giving advice...
and now I begin to question myself...
why did I ask...
suddenly I wish it nv came...
so you could be happy...
The REASON I like Naruto
I mean both comic and the character....
reminded me that CK like Shikamaru...
Wellz... Naruto has such a deep impression on me because he onced said this:
“我向来就有话直说，这就是我的忍道！”
This declaration has a very deep impact on me...
Reminded me that how I once was like Naruto... spouting nonsense all the time...
Also reminded me the time I start to keep things deep deep inside me...
Till I almost forgot...
Reminded me how nice it was to be able to speak one's mind(if it did go through the mind that is)...
Not only that...
I find myself like Naruto too...
even though Sakura nv like Naruto...
He's so faithful to his love...
Always doing his best and sacrificing his life over and over again for her...
Am I naive?
So naive that I want to be like an anime character?
That's what makes Naruto so attractive to me bah...
reminded me that CK like Shikamaru...
Wellz... Naruto has such a deep impression on me because he onced said this:
“我向来就有话直说，这就是我的忍道！”
This declaration has a very deep impact on me...
Reminded me that how I once was like Naruto... spouting nonsense all the time...
Also reminded me the time I start to keep things deep deep inside me...
Till I almost forgot...
Reminded me how nice it was to be able to speak one's mind(if it did go through the mind that is)...
Not only that...
I find myself like Naruto too...
even though Sakura nv like Naruto...
He's so faithful to his love...
Always doing his best and sacrificing his life over and over again for her...
Am I naive?
So naive that I want to be like an anime character?
That's what makes Naruto so attractive to me bah...
Saturday, March 24
Diana's 21st Birthday...
Wow think it was more of a party for us than Diana...
ahahaha...
joking joking...
But still...
Bishan Point is not a shopping centre...
It's a very nice condo...
And Diana's parents were very good drinkers...
And some within their cousins...
Arriving late I already see a couple of empty red wine bottles....
Indeed, seeing so much alcohol really lifted my spirits...
I totally forgot whatever worries I have...
Only concentrating so that I dun repeat the same mistake last world cup or the one at costa sands....
I'm not sure whether it was the best party for you, Diana..
But I enjoyed myself...
At least me and junwei ahahaha...
Hope you had an unforgettable 21st brithday....
With my ALL_FAMOUS "yam seng"
Haha...
21 liao... Let your youth continue to burn in you...
And STAY YOUNG!!!
Happy 21st Birthday!!!
ahahaha...
joking joking...
But still...
Bishan Point is not a shopping centre...
It's a very nice condo...
And Diana's parents were very good drinkers...
And some within their cousins...
Arriving late I already see a couple of empty red wine bottles....
Indeed, seeing so much alcohol really lifted my spirits...
I totally forgot whatever worries I have...
Only concentrating so that I dun repeat the same mistake last world cup or the one at costa sands....
I'm not sure whether it was the best party for you, Diana..
But I enjoyed myself...
At least me and junwei ahahaha...
Hope you had an unforgettable 21st brithday....
With my ALL_FAMOUS "yam seng"
Haha...
21 liao... Let your youth continue to burn in you...
And STAY YOUNG!!!
Happy 21st Birthday!!!
Thursday, March 22
passing judgements
I know it is not for me to judge...
for we are all sinners...
there's no one who is more holy than the other...
and all have fall short of the glory of god...
For with what judgment you judge, you will be judged;
and with what measure you use, it will be measured back to you.
But some things are so blatant...
ARGH...
for we are all sinners...
there's no one who is more holy than the other...
and all have fall short of the glory of god...
For with what judgment you judge, you will be judged;
and with what measure you use, it will be measured back to you.
But some things are so blatant...
ARGH...
Wednesday, March 21
Personal
Is it personal?
To a certain extent... I dun deny it...
She said even though the person may look happy on the outside....
but the person might be empty on the inside...
I beg to differ...
I feel that it doesn't affect the person...
tts why that person can be so happy...
Enough being bothered about other people...
I should have stopped bothering long ago...
Back to mugging...
To a certain extent... I dun deny it...
She said even though the person may look happy on the outside....
but the person might be empty on the inside...
I beg to differ...
I feel that it doesn't affect the person...
tts why that person can be so happy...
Enough being bothered about other people...
I should have stopped bothering long ago...
Back to mugging...
Tuesday, March 20
Night of 77 Stars
Wonderful Performance...
Ahaha... totally unexpected...
Brightened up my night...
made me nearly forget that I'm tired and not very happy..
C-towners have definitely put up a great show tonight...
Make me feel I want to acknowledge my pos as a C-camper/C-slumper...
ahaha...
Ahaha... totally unexpected...
Brightened up my night...
made me nearly forget that I'm tired and not very happy..
C-towners have definitely put up a great show tonight...
Make me feel I want to acknowledge my pos as a C-camper/C-slumper...
ahaha...
Saturday, March 17
Wonderful submission
Today's service felt so great...
even though the air con was so cold...
really felt like worshiping God with all my might and all my soul...
makes me wonder...
how long have I not felt like this...
how long have I become so overwhelmed by my own pride that I refused to even submit unto him?
even though the air con was so cold...
really felt like worshiping God with all my might and all my soul...
makes me wonder...
how long have I not felt like this...
how long have I become so overwhelmed by my own pride that I refused to even submit unto him?
Friday, March 16
Light bulb
ahaha... A super big light bulb today!
cause nobody else can join us for badminton...
Got stuck at YCK...
cause last minute...
YCK, Bishan, Serangoon, Hougang, Toa Payoh all fully booked...
then NUS SRC under renovation...
so went all the way to NTU to play...
Lunch was ok..
tried pork kidney for the first time...
erm... not as bad as I think la...
Tutorial was cool...
tutor actually remembers me and my mid-term results...
makes me feel guilty not doing the tutorial...
oh well...
I'm going to catch up soon...
Lecture was cool too...
matrix wasn't such a nightmare after all...
still quite basic... saw the lecturer while waiting for the bus...
think he can recognise me..
ahaha...
how to solve cubic equations without any integer solutions...
went one big round and cannot solve....
ahaha
looking forward to weekend...
sunday's fishing trip will be a refreshing one...
yea!!
cause nobody else can join us for badminton...
Got stuck at YCK...
cause last minute...
YCK, Bishan, Serangoon, Hougang, Toa Payoh all fully booked...
then NUS SRC under renovation...
so went all the way to NTU to play...
Lunch was ok..
tried pork kidney for the first time...
erm... not as bad as I think la...
Tutorial was cool...
tutor actually remembers me and my mid-term results...
makes me feel guilty not doing the tutorial...
oh well...
I'm going to catch up soon...
Lecture was cool too...
matrix wasn't such a nightmare after all...
still quite basic... saw the lecturer while waiting for the bus...
think he can recognise me..
ahaha...
how to solve cubic equations without any integer solutions...
went one big round and cannot solve....
ahaha
looking forward to weekend...
sunday's fishing trip will be a refreshing one...
yea!!
Thursday, March 15
Emo
emotions flying, zooming, buzzing all around...
these 2 days raining, din get to run....
too much energy le...
need to stop letting my thoughts wander...
on a brighter note, this trying period as made me grown much...
I felt that I've grown closer to God...
always drawing on his strength...
seeking him whenever I'm free...
On the bus, on the move...
his presence just comforts me...
Praise God for all his goodness and everlasting love!
these 2 days raining, din get to run....
too much energy le...
need to stop letting my thoughts wander...
on a brighter note, this trying period as made me grown much...
I felt that I've grown closer to God...
always drawing on his strength...
seeking him whenever I'm free...
On the bus, on the move...
his presence just comforts me...
Praise God for all his goodness and everlasting love!
Saturday, March 10
What I want in my life...
Talked to a friend online just now...
Realized what I really want in life...
Actually what I want in life is maybe too simple, too naive for this complex world...
All I want is to:
Get my degree -> Get a stable job... dun need promotion or whatever... I dun care much for $$ anyway...
Get a loving wife
It's really simple isn't it? For a simple man like me...
I believe in happily ever after...
Realized what I really want in life...
Actually what I want in life is maybe too simple, too naive for this complex world...
All I want is to:
Get my degree -> Get a stable job... dun need promotion or whatever... I dun care much for $$ anyway...
Get a loving wife
It's really simple isn't it? For a simple man like me...
I believe in happily ever after...
Friday, March 9
K Fever!!!
Went with CK to Clementi K box today..
then yh and xiong-ge came to join us...
Think I chose a lot of songs...
Sang to my fill...
Some newly acquired oldies:
1）认错-优客李林
2) 新不了情-万芳
3) 风中的承诺
Nice... I love to sing oldies...
then yh and xiong-ge came to join us...
Think I chose a lot of songs...
Sang to my fill...
Some newly acquired oldies:
1）认错-优客李林
2) 新不了情-万芳
3) 风中的承诺
Nice... I love to sing oldies...
Thursday, March 8
It doesn't work
Maybe it's my hormones...
Or is it just my plain stubbornness...
I just can't get it off my mind...
No matter how hard I try...
No matter how hard I study...
No matter how hard I run...
No matter...
I always find myself back at square one...
Sometimes can't even quieten my heart to pray...
Psalms 121:1-2
1 I will lift up my eyes to the hills-
From whence comes my help?
2 My help comes from the Lord,
Who made heaven and earth.
Or is it just my plain stubbornness...
I just can't get it off my mind...
No matter how hard I try...
No matter how hard I study...
No matter how hard I run...
No matter...
I always find myself back at square one...
Sometimes can't even quieten my heart to pray...
Psalms 121:1-2
1 I will lift up my eyes to the hills-
From whence comes my help?
2 My help comes from the Lord,
Who made heaven and earth.
Monday, March 5
IPPT
Started training for IPPT...
Slow start...
It's ok... Going to run every day...
yupz...
Hope it'll divert my attention...
Ahahaha...
Back to study...
Mwahaha...
Slow start...
It's ok... Going to run every day...
yupz...
Hope it'll divert my attention...
Ahahaha...
Back to study...
Mwahaha...
Sunday, March 4
Recharged...
Felt so relaxed today...
Haha...
Felt like holiday, or chalet...
No worries about schoolwork or anything...
No worries about what to do...
Just rot...
While my mum helped to prepare the ingredients for steamboat... ooops...
ahaha..
Not purposely though...
She volunteered to do everything...
Even though CK and PeiQi were here early to help...
Great dinner...
Great Food...
Great chat...
Even had a "special guest"...
ahahaha...
Yay...
Well rested...
Recharged...
Tmr begins a new battle...
A battle for my 5 A+ s....
Mwahaha...
Feel my power!!!
Rawr!!!!
Haha...
Felt like holiday, or chalet...
No worries about schoolwork or anything...
No worries about what to do...
Just rot...
While my mum helped to prepare the ingredients for steamboat... ooops...
ahaha..
Not purposely though...
She volunteered to do everything...
Even though CK and PeiQi were here early to help...
Great dinner...
Great Food...
Great chat...
Even had a "special guest"...
ahahaha...
Yay...
Well rested...
Recharged...
Tmr begins a new battle...
A battle for my 5 A+ s....
Mwahaha...
Feel my power!!!
Rawr!!!!
Saturday, March 3
影。。。
影子。。。
是多么奇妙的东西呀。。。
才刚考完测验，又魂不守舍了。。。
走到哪里，就望到哪里。。。
望呀望。。。
不停的寻找她的影子。。。
在公车站。。。
希望看到她。。。
在百货商场。。。
也会不自觉地四处张望。。。
希望她就在附近。。。
一停止温习功课。。。
她的影子便自然而然的充满了我的思绪。。。
我试着不去想。。。
试着用忙碌和紧绷的功课压力来支开我的注意力。。。
刚开始是有用。。。
不过，过了一阵子，又来了。。。
附注：我只不过是在死心的当儿带有那么一点的希望罢了。。。
你想飞就飞吧。。。
影子。。。
是多么奇妙的东西呀。。。
才刚考完测验，又魂不守舍了。。。
走到哪里，就望到哪里。。。
望呀望。。。
不停的寻找她的影子。。。
在公车站。。。
希望看到她。。。
在百货商场。。。
也会不自觉地四处张望。。。
希望她就在附近。。。
一停止温习功课。。。
她的影子便自然而然的充满了我的思绪。。。
我试着不去想。。。
试着用忙碌和紧绷的功课压力来支开我的注意力。。。
刚开始是有用。。。
不过，过了一阵子，又来了。。。
附注：我只不过是在死心的当儿带有那么一点的希望罢了。。。
你想飞就飞吧。。。
影子。。。
Friday, March 2
Midterms...
The pressures heating up...
The momentum is starting...
I'm just starting to heat up...
Had 2 out 4 tests le...
Quite satisfactory... Considering all the last minute work...
Proud of myself actually... haha..
To be able catch up and attain this level...
I'm not saying that I'm good...
Not yet...
Definitely not as good as my peers... CK, JH and Len...
But, I am glad that I'm not far back..
This mid-terms are a gauge of how much more I need to do...
It puts things in place...
Haha... back to studying...
The momentum is starting...
I'm just starting to heat up...
Had 2 out 4 tests le...
Quite satisfactory... Considering all the last minute work...
Proud of myself actually... haha..
To be able catch up and attain this level...
I'm not saying that I'm good...
Not yet...
Definitely not as good as my peers... CK, JH and Len...
But, I am glad that I'm not far back..
This mid-terms are a gauge of how much more I need to do...
It puts things in place...
Haha... back to studying...
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